Back To Basics

someone : " i know ur jus strong on the surface.... but deep dwn in ur heart... ur living in ur own world of complexity.. i noe ur lost"

Yes i am...


Thinkin back on the past one week....

I've been either clubbin or pubbin.... drinkin again.... drownin my sorrows away...
Do i luk happy? Do i sound really happy to u?

Why is it wad i see n Wad i heard is totally two diff stories? What r u exactly thinking?

Everyone Knows i cant be alone.. i cant stand lonliness.... do u know?

why do i often let myself end up in such a pathetic situation... why do i always get the wrong attention frm the wrong ppl... i ask myself why.. n i ask god why.... but i nv get my answers...

i nv wanted sucha life.. i nv wanted to get drunk n puke ... i nv wanted to cry my nights away alone...
i nv wanted to be me.... i'm jus a simple gerl.... who yearns fer a simple life.... who needs u to be always there..

i feel as if im gona lose my mind..... AGAIN~...