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Many nights of tears...
i dun noe how to stop them... neither do i noe wad to do...
Everyone's been askin mi to cheer up... askin me to look on the bright side...
but how can i? How can anyone understand this pain in me...To witness everything.. n act as if nth has happen? i cried on my burdae night.. i cried every night... Why does this has to happen?
i dun understand... i reallie dun understand..

Its too dramatic... toooo absurd...

I wan him to be happy .. but yet.. i cant help but worry abt him every night.. i cant lose him... n i dun wan to... there are so many WAD IF running thru my mind... i dun like to go home ... i duno how to face everyone... i duno how to shoulder this huge responsibilty... What should i do? Who can help me??? Its killin me.. slowly... every dae..... no one will understand me.....


" All i wan is fer u to be happy... Please be safe always... i love u... no matter wad u become.. "

- i hate weekends-