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i think i saw her todae..
ya.. it luks like her.. welll .....
.... .... ... *wrenched*

its sat night.. here i am... dead beat frm wrk n stuff.. sick of everything happening ard me..
sick of everyone... i'm feeling so lost n lonely... SO.. E-M-P-T-Y.. its wrk den home.. wrk den home.. wrk den home.. Wrking is simply a torture.. esp with that indian lady ard.. wont u quit chanting????? im gona have a mental breakdwn soon.. n IM GOD DAMN SERIOUS.. your voice makes mi feel like theres a bee near my ear... -__________-"

haiz..anyway, i tried to squeeze out some time to catch step up todae.. not too bad.. i simply lurve the cheorography... *beams*

Was reading ting's entry abt that "everything seems so far away now n stuff".. yeah... tts what im exactly feelin now.. why do i owis haf to find ways to jus spice things up.. think of new n sweet stuff to msg him.. so thing wun get so mundane.. but its like everything's not reciprocated.. or is it i am not important anymore.. meetin me is a routine to u.. not bcos u miss me.. not bcos u need me.. or is it ya.. (same wrd used again) responsibility?? Yes things are going slow n steady..
ReaLLY? or is it going slowly n steadily dwnhill?

Or am i jus having PMS?

hur.. i duno... Ive been kipin myself busy at wrk.. too much stress n politics to handle.. too much managing to be dwn at the new environment..i need a break.. i really need a break..

Jus when i really needed someone... ... (yes u were there) .. but u seem so far away...

why cant we jus stop at honey moon period?

I'm so fucked...

i wana dance....
i wana dance....
i wana dance...

damn it.. jus let an accident happen to mi so i can jus slp my life away... Life is Simply meaningless.. useless n hopeless...

okay.. now im beginin to think that im having PMS..

There's a stranger in me..
who are u?? talk to me...