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I really wonder if i am really up to all these...

All the time, Im trying to accomodate to everything...

trying to find the best way out.. best possible solution for everything...

everyone...

but as much as i hate to admit.. its so difficult pleasing everyone....

I've been trying to pacify almost everyone... trying to gif my utmost moral support...

understanding and appreciating all the hard work n effort everyone is putting in..

putting my blardy fuckin pride dwn jus to appease n humour everyone...

yet in the end, I am being appreciated with sarcasm n all...

n i ask myself.. wad the fuck am i..

as much as u believe in me... I dun think Im up to it in anyway..

quit it jo.

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so i'll be alone for xmas this year.