very much lost for words now...
been speechless the whole noon...
thoughts racing thru my mind...
but yet there isnt really any words to describe that feeling..
n they say jo's a people's person...
n they say jo's the social butterfly
n they say jo's never had a problem with people...
but it seems otherwise now...
not that I'm at fault.. not that I did something wrong...
but I jus dun understand...
I wud be lying if i said im not affected nor hurt...
keep telling myself... it aint my fault....n i try to understand the whole situation rationally..
but hearing that conversation n seeing that side of ......
felt really bad. really really bad n helpless...
sighzzzz...
it'll be so awkward in future... SO SO...
my mind is in a whirl....
it jus comes to a point....
that i'd rather take the blame now...
n let everything go...
so everything will be resolved.
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because what they think means so much to me....
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Im ok. im not emo-ing.I jus need an outlet.
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