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My eyes are pretty swollen this morning ..

guess I let emotions got hold of me last night ..

was looking fwd to some time alone .. jus the two of us....

like finally...

but ... ... .. shall skip the details here....

heh.

tons of thots running thru my mind ...

find it no point telling anyone ...

cos I wud expect that same old few sentences of consolations coming ...

"no choice, thats life"

"u will get used to it.."

"its all up to urself..."

n blah blah blah ....

yea.. its me... Y does it haf to be me?

Y do I haf to be the one that's not okay?

haha ..

doesnt matter if no one understands ...

doesnt matter ..

I will be prolly be stronger n more independent someday ...

I remembered myself in this situation before..

n I remembered how I dealt with it ...

feels like dejavu ...

forgive me if wad I'm bloggin makes no sense here.. heh..

I jus needed to rant ..... hehe.

Its Sunday.

n I'm off to work now.. =)