My night has to end with loads of shit
( not bcos of baby but bcos of wrk )
n My morning has to start with loads of shit ...
I literally broke dwn the moment I was awaken by a text message early in the fucking morning ..
I swear wrk is killing me bit by bit ...
cant sleep well without drinking a little ..
cant rest well on my off days ...
cant eat properly during my lunch break ...
cant enjoy a day without a throbbing headache ...
( I haf no idea when I started having migraine but I noe its been 2 fucking weeks of headache at the same area)
cant show that im angry even thou im fucking angry ...
I noe I'm whining like a loser now ..
I noe I need to learn how to handle n cope with my stress ...
I noe I need to learn how to handle people more effectively ..
I noe I am a manager and I need to kio ppl's sai ..
I noe at the end of the day ..
all the responsibilites and burden will fall straight right on my shoulders ...
I noe this is the real wrking world ...
but I cant fuckin give a damn now ...
All this shit are making me damn short tempered and temperamental ...
( n poor baby has to kena it frm me.. n I'm sorry abt it )
ALL BECAUSE I HAVE SELFISH STAFF ..
KNNBCCB.
( sry fer the crudeness. cant help it )
Managers are human too.
I seriously need to get a grip before I go crazy at these people ...
U have no idea how badly I need a scream now ...
n yes my head is still pounding .
Ok.
*deep breath*
off to work.
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