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My night has to end with loads of shit

( not bcos of baby but bcos of wrk )

n My morning has to start with loads of shit ...

I literally broke dwn the moment I was awaken by a text message early in the fucking morning ..

I swear wrk is killing me bit by bit ...

cant sleep well without drinking a little ..

cant rest well on my off days ...

cant eat properly during my lunch break ...

cant enjoy a day without a throbbing headache ...

( I haf no idea when I started having migraine but I noe its been 2 fucking weeks of headache at the same area)

cant show that im angry even thou im fucking angry ...

I noe I'm whining like a loser now ..

I noe I need to learn how to handle n cope with my stress ...

I noe I need to learn how to handle people more effectively ..

I noe I am a manager and I need to kio ppl's sai ..

I noe at the end of the day ..

all the responsibilites and burden will fall straight right on my shoulders ...

I noe this is the real wrking world ...

but I cant fuckin give a damn now ...

All this shit are making me damn short tempered and temperamental ...

( n poor baby has to kena it frm me.. n I'm sorry abt it )

ALL BECAUSE I HAVE SELFISH STAFF ..

KNNBCCB.

( sry fer the crudeness. cant help it )

Managers are human too.

I seriously need to get a grip before I go crazy at these people ...

U have no idea how badly I need a scream now ...

n yes my head is still pounding .

Ok.

*deep breath*

off to work.